A burn in my chest


Sitting depressed didn’t know what to do, at that moment I just

Wanted to run away from all this stress on my chest. I loved her I

Don’t know why it didn’t happen to someone else. She was the main

Thing that ever happened to me because if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t

Never been her. I would have been nowhere to be found, alone in the

Foster home unknown kids I did not know, it was kind of awkward that

I was around that but been there have taught me a lesson but not

Much it made the most part in my life me feeling like I wasn’t

Nowhere to be found people surrounded me and there I was, being

Loved and cared no damage or harm never came my way but looking

At the breast cancer awareness bracelet have brought back memories

On the day September.25.2004. “Kids get ready for school” she will

Always say it have been hard now because I don’t hear her beautiful

Voice no more it’s not the same. Thinking about what my mother will

Always say was don’t count on no one else look at what you doing

Because if you counting on that person will bring down everything.

because of the wind
we dreamed of the 25 degress weather
drinking hot cocoa and eating marshmallows
they were fluffy and soft
long time has passed by in snaps
and it burnt my fingers

and because of the wind when it came our way i would scream
to prevent me from laughing
from what he sayes that may be funny
i flicked the channels
and watched my oldtimes and soupopras
like it was a sunday morning
and a small cozy reclainer for the hour of coldness my hot cocoa has been cooling
in the mug that say's i love newyork
they are also very cheap and their own unique way
and because the music played
and the dogs barked
was disturbing for a cold~day